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graduation night 09
DATE: Saturday, October 10 | TIME: 10:13 AM
officially graduated from vs yesterday. photos will be up.. soon!
for now, here's a sneak preview!
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DATE: Sunday, September 27 | TIME: 8:50 PM
as i write this post, i feel confused. so many things are going on around me. today was supposed to be a great day. but it turned out otherwise. i just feel i have to vent my frustrations.
no. i'm not worried about the exams. no i'm not stressed. my thoughts are scattered all over the place. i want to scream, to shout and relieve all my troubles.
the line between what's real and what's not is so fine, so thin that even with a magnifying glass i won't be able to see it.
Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity - Matthew 23:28
this verse expresses my inner thoughts so fittingly now.
no. i'm not worried about the exams. no i'm not stressed. my thoughts are scattered all over the place. i want to scream, to shout and relieve all my troubles.
the line between what's real and what's not is so fine, so thin that even with a magnifying glass i won't be able to see it.
Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity - Matthew 23:28
this verse expresses my inner thoughts so fittingly now.
75% through prelim 2!
DATE: Wednesday, September 9 | TIME: 9:42 PM
glad i survived the toughest part of the prelims.
recap:
english - happy with my essay, paper 2 was tough
amath - good
emath - good, except for a few uncertainties here and there
bio - i guess it was okay
history - alright
ss - sbqs were hard, dont expect much after seeing the live scores
physics - think it'll be bad
chemistry - killer die already
oh ya, chinese - spammed 俗语s all over. hurray!
recap:
english - happy with my essay, paper 2 was tough
amath - good
emath - good, except for a few uncertainties here and there
bio - i guess it was okay
history - alright
ss - sbqs were hard, dont expect much after seeing the live scores
physics - think it'll be bad
chemistry - killer die already
oh ya, chinese - spammed 俗语s all over. hurray!
i'm nocturnal.
DATE: Friday, August 28 | TIME: 10:24 PM
i'm messing up my body clock. i slept at 9pm yesterday and woke up at 12 midnight to study till 3am. it's so much quieter in the dead of the night, where you won't get distracted by the television or the computer (see, like now). And since the whole house is unlit, it somehow forces me to sit in my chair and study. but i don't think its the right way to prepare for exams.
prelim has already started, and my papers begin next wednesday. i probably won't feel the anxiety till the day before the exams. somehow, vs people are known for last minute work.
oh well, just some random urge to blog.
prelim has already started, and my papers begin next wednesday. i probably won't feel the anxiety till the day before the exams. somehow, vs people are known for last minute work.
oh well, just some random urge to blog.
addicted to ayaka
DATE: Thursday, August 27 | TIME: 1:47 PM
yeah i know i'm not supposed to be blogging now. argh but nevermind wouldn't hurt i guess.
i'm currently addicted to the voice of a female japanese singer. although this is probably the first japanese singer i heard, lol.
ayaka 絢香
heard おかえり(okaeri) first from 絶対彼氏(zettai kareshi), and i am hooked.
in short, her vocals are really smooth, and she doesn't go squeaky when hitting the high notes especially in other songs.
my favourites are now jewelry day, real voice and 君がいるから(kimi ga iru kara). i'm trying to learn the guitar part in jewelry day, too.
now then, who cares that i don't understand japanese. haha.
long break to study (how ironic)
DATE: Sunday, August 16 | TIME: 7:31 PM
its 70+ days to o lvls and 2 and a half weeks to prelims.
not gonna be updating for a long while now.. not like anyone reads anyway.
till then, bye.
not gonna be updating for a long while now.. not like anyone reads anyway.
till then, bye.
just something to ponder about.
DATE: Thursday, July 16 | TIME: 9:08 PM
"Human life is seen as a pendulum swinging back and forth between pain and boredom. We spend our lives craving for things such as wealth, love and power, and suffer the pain of unfilled desire until we possess them.
However, when we do achieve the things we desire, they quickly lose their lustre. Before long, we are bored and dissatisfied with the very things we once craved.
Every satisfied desire gives birth to a new one. No possible satisfaction in the world could suffice to still its craving, set a final goal to its demands and fill the bottomless pit of its heart."
taken from an article in "mind your body".